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Monday, August 8, 2011

Thirty Seconds

That's how much time passed tonight, between the moment New Guy walked in my door and the moment I ended up like this:

I still had my "I'm so glad to see you" face on, for God's sake. But no time for niceties. We had lost time to make up for.

"I'm sure you haven't behaved yourself at all the past two weeks," he said. So? Whose fault is that? I think i may have actually said that out loud. I don't remember. I do remember saying "Ow" a lot.

"You're getting it hard and fast tonight," he scolded. "and it's just the way you need it. Isn't it!"

"NO!" I hollered. "Oh?" he said. "Well, in that case, maybe I should just go home then, right? I mean, if you don't need it..."

Arrgh. Of course I needed it. Damn him anyway.

He wasn't kidding about the fast and hard. "It's been two weeks, not two months!" I screeched. Didn't help me.

After that, there wasn't much talk. I didn't really want to talk. I wanted to shut up and feel, to absorb, to take it. To arch upward for more, even as my feet kicked and scissored in protest.

He changed it up a little, bringing out his flogger. He removed my shirt and flogged my back and shoulders, moving down occasionally for extra hard whacks on the bottom and then back up again. I never knew what he was going to do. I didn't want to know. The control was not mine.

I don't know how long it went on. I just know it took me a very long time to come back to reality, to stop making animal noises and once again speak coherently. Reality? Reality was the stock market tanking, the riots in London, and other assorted BS, tragedy and trauma. For a while, it went away. For a while, I was in a bubble, no one else in the world but NG and me.

Welcome back, Erica...

Yup... ease back into reality. Savor the moment. Savor your Blogger-versary and Consensual Spanking Day.

He'd read my blog about changes. Didn't say much about it, except for four words. Four words that meant the world.

"I'm not going anywhere."

I could have kissed him for that.

Friends in the London vicinity, my thoughts are with you. I remember the L.A. riots as if they were yesterday. I hope peace is restored soon.

Just one thing left to make my night complete... chocolate. :-) Night, y'all.


  1. Spanking and chocolate...sounds like a perfect night to me :-)

    Great post!

    (yeah, I'm pretending I'm not new here so the whole delurking thing is not as awkward)

  2. Sounds like you had a super night. Loved the pictures.

    Thank you for thinking of us in the UK Erica. Riots still ongoing and have spread to 5 other UK cities. One of my sons colleagues was in Birmingham last night while it was all happening there, couldn't believe what he was seeing and it doesn't look like it will ease in London just yet.


  3. Erica,
    I love that smile on your face in the first picture. Savor the moment, you are so right. Thanks for another terrific account of a Monday night spanking. :D

    @Olivia: with your wonderful blog and style of writing, you have lost newbie status. :)

  4. Now HERE.. is where I say "wow" right back atcha! I love those moments.. where they just take charge and do what they know you need... :-)

    That NG sure has your number... and 'wow'... aren't you glad? :-D

  5. Hi Erica, WOW look's like you had a FANTASTIC night with NG :-)I like when the top take's you where you need to be and know's just what you need :-) I Love the pic's and the dreamy look on your face in the last pic is PRICELESS. I hope the riot's in London end soon cause i have a friend that live's there and i hope she is ok, Chocolate is a perfect ending for a WONDERFUL night. Love and Hug's from your naughty girl Jade xoxo

  6. That's a very valid reason for spankings, and why they're so vital to our well-being. They take us out of ourselves for a while, and allow us to forget the scary things going on in the world.

    My ex experienced the Detroit riots - the inspiration for the song "Black Day in July".


  7. Olivia -- Welcome! :-D

    Ronnie -- I'm so sorry to hear that it's spreading. It's like a wildfire, isn't it... people get so damned crazy.

    joey -- still in a bit of a loopy state today. Haven't checked the stock market. Not in any hurry to do so, either.

    Zelle -- wow, you bet I am. :-)

    Jade -- I hope your friend is all right.

    Hermione -- I'm glad others get it. I know I sound a little obsessive sometimes with my need for escape... but you know, there are times when there's a lot to escape, I'm afraid.

  8. So happy you got what you wanted/needed. Loved the white skirt, wish there was a before shot as I bet you look cute as hell in it!
    Great expressions in the pictures as well. You have the sexiest eyes!

    Poppa Mark

  9. I hate blogger. It won't let be post on your blog. My friggin Google account says I don't have access to view your page.
    Sigh... I am the original computer dummy...


  10. Poppa -- ugh! Not sure what the issue with Blogger is these days, but glad you were able to get through anonymously, anyway.

    Thanks for the compliments. :-)

  11. (Singing)

    N-G Night finds her redressed!
    Spankings and the very best
    chooooooooooc-late!! (clap)

  12. Wolfie -- Ha! It would be ironic if I had been eating Nestle's chocolate last night, huh? But no... Hershey's Special Dark Nuggets with almonds.

  13. This is actually the first time I'm commenting on your blog... I don't know why I didn't start reading it sooner (oh yeah, cause I stopped reading blogs mostly when I got in the scene... but yours is going to be an exception!). I had heard you were a writer, and a damn good one at that, and boy did you not disappoint!
    Happy belated blog-aversary btw, and I'm jealous I didn't get to share in fun of Consensual Spanking Day, but reading about your fun totally makes up for it.

    I love that I can hear how your voice sounds when you make your quips back, and I adore that I know the feeling you are talking about of blissful lack of control and an escape from the treachery of the outside. Just love, peace, and spanking. :)

    Your fangirl

  14. Kelley -- hi, cutie, and welcome! :-)

    Yup, there's no mistaking my loud voice. (grinning)

  15. I second Olivia on the spanking and chocolate. Sounds like a great night! And I went "aww" out loud when reading NG's comment to you. What nice men you have in your life. :-)

  16. Lea -- I am grateful every day for the good men I know, and that's the truth. :-)

  17. Only 30 seconds? I am shocked it took so long!!

    Mmmmmm....chocolate! Can never have too much!


    oh and ps, you have too much of an impish smirk on your face in the last pic! You should have been spanked some more!! :P

  18. sarah -- smirk? SMIRK?? Hummph! Did someone get that bus driver's license?