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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

First scene of 2014!

Hey, I rhymed.

You know how I love to sass and fuss and pretend I don't want to be spanked, and I play up the power struggle aspect?

Screw it. I couldn't be bothered with that today. I wanted it too damn much. Yes, I love the pretense of non-consent. But sometimes, I just have to admit that I love spanking, I need spanking, and I want spanking. Now. And I was more than ready to start the new year of scenes off right.

Steve said he didn't have any ideas for scenarios or what-have-you today; could we skip that? I was happy to agree; I just wanted to play. And play, and play. As did he.

So we got down to it, with the usual OTK warm-up. Today, I didn't kick or squirm away. Today, I arched my back and raised my bottom up higher to meet his hand, in all its various modes. Fast flurries, slow and deliberate, all over each cheek, on the sweet spots, and just slightly below them for good measure. There was no banter this time, just sounds. He spoke to me, but I couldn't hear him over my own groans and the smacks. I felt like a greedily sucking mechanism, eagerly absorbing every sensation, impact and sting, and wanting more. 

Then warm-up was over. "You pick the toys, whatever you want," he whispered. "It's your day." "No wood," I decided, and then I chose the leather Spanking Buddy, a small paddle, my short leather strap and the lexan paddle for some extra intensity. When we moved into the bedroom, I didn't pile up pillows just so and then arrange myself over them. Today, it was about urgency. Today, I simply bent over the side of the bed and put my head on my arms, offering myself to him.

It wasn't always easy to hold that position, especially when he was going at it fast and hard. I know at one point I was gasping his name over and over, but other than that, I spoke little. And I didn't shed a single tear this time. It was less about catharsis, and more about the sheer wonder of the feeling. And about how connected we were.

"Wow," he marveled afterward, "you were really in your groove today, weren't you? What was going on?"

My reply was simple. "I missed you."

Not red enough? Is this better?

There's those damned butt measles again. I guess I'm stuck with them.

Aftercare was sweet and comforting and I felt our bond so strongly. He kept thanking me. I never quite understand why he thanks me; I don't feel like I do anything. But he says my pleasure and delight is his as well.

(What a far cry from the asshats out there who say, "So if I spank you, what's in it for me?")

"I'm the second luckiest man on the planet," he likes to say. According to him, John is the luckiest. I beg to differ, but he adds, "Don't argue with me."

I've been struggling a lot in recent months, over various issues. But on days like this, I feel like I must be doing something right.

Happy New Year, again. ♥


  1. I haven't been spanked this year.... this is sad.... ;-)

    I miss u chicky! Hugs

  2. Yes, I am the luckiest man....or uh, the second luckiest. Today was absolutely wonderful. Thank YOU!

  3. I am sooooo enjoying seeing how happy Steve makes you. It's like my favorite TV show, or fantasy novel. I just get to sit back and watch my favorite heroine get exactly what she wants/needs, explore new horizons, and expand the existing lines in the sand. I love that Steve feeds on all the little nuances that make Erica, Erica. It's deliciously apparent that he truly understands what all the noises, fuss, fight, piss and vinegar really mean, and I love that his response meets your needs and is exactly what brings him joy as a player as well.

    You happy, makes me happy, I miss you lady!!!



  4. Yes, Erica, I can well understand Steve thanking you, for allowing him to spank you. For a spanker there is a great feeling of overwhelming joy, in spanking a bare bottom like yours. I know in my case when I have spanked a woman's naked rear end, the sexual and erotic crescendo is highly immense. When this immense crescendo, finds itself in both partners, it's a most heavenly feeling so to speak. And I am sure you will agree on that.

  5. Looks like a great start to 2014. A proper roasting. I can see why he thanks you for letting him spank that gorgeous bottom.

  6. I'm so glad that you got what you needed! Happy New Year! :-)

  7. I can understand why good tops thank us bottoms. One guy I know calls it a gift when a bottom allows the top to spank her. It is a gift on both sides of the equation.

    I am so happy you got what you were wanting and Steve was happy to give it to you. It makes us feel so much better. Here's to many more great times.

  8. Otkd -- awww! I miss you too! February?

    Steve -- yes, it was. :-)

    Sarah -- I wish I could give you the biggest hug right now! ♥

    Six -- I am very happy there are men who feel that way. Believe me, I have encountered many so-called doms who consider spanking a favor that requires a reward!

    Michael -- aw, thanks. :-)

    Dana -- same to you!

    Bobbie Jo -- I guess I still can't wrap my head around the gift thing, from a top's perspective. But it's lovely and I'm grateful for it.

  9. Hi Erica -- Nice pics. I am so glad that Steve gave you what you wanted :-) I think it's cool how Steve, let you pick out your own impliments :-) cause it was your day. I agree that John and Steve are very lucky to have you in their lives.I Love your rhyme. First scene of 2014 :-) Much Love and hugs from naughty girl Jade

  10. I'm glad you guys are back on track. HEY that rhymes with SMACK!!! :)
    What I LOVE about those butt measles is the strategic location. I imagine you COULDN'T ignore them when sitting. LOL!!!

  11. Jade -- he always picks the worst ones!

    Kelly -- here's the weird part; they just sort of bloom, and then fade. I don't feel them later.

  12. What a great way to start the year!
    What I find most beautiful, in addition to the view, is when my lady is drifting away on the waves.

  13. Happy New Year Erica. You have two good men in your life Erica.

    Big Hugs,

  14. MrJ -- nice way of putting it. :-)

    joey -- thank you. I really do.

  15. Now that was a lovely post and scene, nice spanking and just love the awesome, nice.

  16. Now that's a great way to start the year!

  17. Came across your blog and can't stop reading. I'm a 47 year male living in TN and a closet spanko. Thanks for sharing your life on this blog. I post again later.