(sigh) The end to this spanking exile is on the horizon. Steve is moving tomorrow. After that, it's done. All the packing and prepping and arranging and hassles will be behind him. He'll still have to settle in, but there won't be any rush. It will be time to celebrate.
To get back to normal. I must be patient just a little while longer.
Reading about all the playing and the upcoming parties on FetLife isn't helping. Perhaps I need to stay away for a while. (Yeah, right. Ms. FetLife addict is going to stay away from there.) It's kind of like being put on a sugar-free diet and then constantly staring into bakery windows.
I need that fix. I need that pain and pleasure and release. That special connection with my top. Soon. So soon. Good things come to those who wait. Think of how delicious it's going to be...
Meanwhile, last Friday, John was at a Kaiser outpatient clinic, getting a transesophageal echocardiogram (TEE, for short). In short, they sedated him and put a tube down his throat so they could closely examine the back of his heart. It took about an hour-and-a-half and I waited there so I could take him home afterward. We had both expected him to be out of it and uncomfortable after it was over, but he was fine. He even wanted to go out to dinner, when I had been prepared to pick up some soup or something for him. Next, he has to get the results on a CD, so he can take them to another doctor for a second opinion; that will take a couple of weeks. And so it goes. Next weekend is his birthday; ours are 13 days apart. It's been a stressful time, so I think celebration is due for him as well, now that that test is behind him.
Onward. Hope everyone had a great weekend, and hope you had a wonderful birthday, Bonnie! :-)
Erica,
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with John. And, you, I know how much you love him.
I wish we could order a spanking the way we do a pizza. I will have a large paddle, a leather belt and perhaps a few cane strokes. And, twenty minutes later, our needs are met.
LD is celebrating her BD this week.
Hug,
joey
joey -- you know I do. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteThe ordering thing sounds good, but could we also order the chemistry and connection and trust? Because that's so much a part of it too. (sigh) It should be easier.
Very true Erica.
Deleteyes thoughts are with john & you.
ReplyDeleteI totally agree I need that spanking fix but with me i'm used to not getting a spanking for months so it doesn't bother me, ok so I lied yes it bother me so bad I get bitchy and pissy. I don't have anybody locally I can call and say "hey can u give me a spanking or how about some spanking fun" I get told "i'm busy or i'm not in the mood :(( which I understand. Yes connection and trust makes for a great spanking session and locally I have that with 1 person.
I Hope you get yr fix soon and yes good things come to those who wait, but for your sake hope it comes fast for you
Sherri -- for my sake, and everyone else's sake too, so they don't have to listen to me whining! LOL
ReplyDeleteErica, count to 10 and relax. That craving of yours for a spanking is like craving for food. Try your best to push it away, and in your case SHOVE it away. I hope yours and John's up coming birthdays will put your mind elsewhere. XXX Luv ya.
ReplyDeleteHi Erica -- My thoughts are with you and John, He is so brave :-) I agree that he needs to celebrate his birthday.I hope you get your spanking fix soon,I hate waiting for things,it seems like it takes forever :-( It may be cloudy now but it can't rain forever.Much Love and hugs from naughty girl Jade :-)
ReplyDeleteSix -- I will do my best to keep busy!
ReplyDeleteJade -- he is very brave. We are going to have a nice dinner out and I will bake him his favorite brownies. :-)
What a drag to be on a forced no-spanking diet. I would be climbing the walls. However, there is light at the end of the tunnel; a bright red one, I do believe.
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed for John. Put on your nurse's outfit; that will cheer him up.
Hugs,
Hermione
Hermione -- yeah, it's a bit frustrating, to say the least. But knowing it's on the horizon, and soon, is helpful. As for nursing outfits, John likes his nurses naked. ;-)
ReplyDeleteAll the best for you and John!
ReplyDeleteAnd stop dreaming about ordered spankings, ladies. I'm sure the effect would be mich less, and swiftly declining.
Hi Erica. I know I haven't commented in a long time but I promise I always read. Still think you are beautiful, sexy, smart, and funny. As well as still jealous of all the men who get to spank you. Plus I thought you would get a kick out of this if you don't about it already.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.cbsnews.com/8301-207_162-57561807/bazinga-big-bang-theory-catchphrase-inspires-new-bee-species-name/
Jon
Just go down to your local bottom-reddening emporium - Spanks R Us.
ReplyDeleteMrJ -- I'm thinking you're right.
ReplyDeleteJon -- oh, I love that! No, I hadn't seen it. Long live Sheldon. :-D
Anonymous -- that would be nice, if such a place existed.
I'm rooting for you to have compromised sitting status SOONER rather than later. :)
ReplyDeleteGood thoughts to John. Tests always scare me even when it's likely nothing is wrong. He's a trouper to get though his, and it seems that he will really benefit when everything's finalized.
Kelly -- you just gained major points. NO ONE freaking knows how to spell "trouper" correctly! :-D
ReplyDeleteI hope John is okay-slash-going to be okay. Please let us know if there's anything we can do to help.
ReplyDeleteCraig -- eventually, he will be. It's just a grueling and very slow process getting there.
ReplyDeleteI hope all of John's testing turns out well. And I hope your drought ends soon!
ReplyDeleteLea -- your hopes are mine.
ReplyDeleteYikes, I've been away from your blog for awhile. I'm glad things are better now. You had a miserabel time of it.
ReplyDeleteI had a TEE a few weeks ago too. The anticipation of it was way worse than the actual procedure. I just had a sore throat for awhile afterward.
Hugs,
Cindy
Cindy -- hey! Are you OK? They don't do TEEs for nothing. Good to see you back...
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