It looks like blood, or broken skin. But it isn't. It's just red dots. And they fade after a little while.
I'm a freak. Everyone else gets a nice solid shade of red; I look like I have butt measles.
Connect the dots, anyone?
Of course, once Steve starts laying on the implements, the color evens out. He asked me last night what I wanted. (What did I do to deserve that treat?) I said, "No wood." He complied. So it was a lot of my favorite Cane-iac leather strap -- and the Delrin cane. (sigh)
I thought I would cry last night during our scene, but I did not. Instead, I wept later, when he was told me I was beautiful. I'm not sure why... maybe because I haven't felt beautiful lately.
Next week, Steve and I will have known each other for a year. We've come a long way, the two of us. We're in excellent sync in our top/bottom relationship, our special friendship. And yet, I still can't seem to break him of the habit of taking pictures straight on instead of shooting at an angle. Hummmpph. So I had to do some doctoring.
Hey, if you're going to stare, I'm going to stare right back. :-Þ
Working today. Feeling relaxed, a bit sleepy, my mind is quiet. As always, I wish I could bottle this tranquility.
Erica, it is said "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder". We as 'spanko's see your beauty both inside as 'ideas', and outside in physical appearance. But unless you start taking a more positive approach to your own lifestyle by saying to yourself YES I AM TRULY BEAUTYFULL, and believing it, and believing this to be true. We as spanko's must just wait for that day to come.
ReplyDeleteFurthermore Erica, at my age 80. I believe that I still look like Paul Newman, Dustin Hoffman, and Kirk Douglas, all handsome Yiddish Mensch. And anyone who thinks differently, that's their problem.
ReplyDeletebutt measles! lol! i love it!
ReplyDeleteI've heard of having eyes in the back of your head, but this is just silly.
ReplyDeleteSix -- it is what it is. I'm glad you feel that way about yourself.
ReplyDeleteAnonymous #1 -- I never had regular measles; perhaps this is some weird adult strain. :-)
Anonymous #2 -- in this case, it would be about eight eyes; especially silly!
Ooops -- just realized that Anonymous #2 was talking about my extra eye, not my eight red dots. :-D
DeleteWhen you connect the dots...it looks like an underlined V from here...So I guess it's a Victory :)
ReplyDeleteNancy -- LOL! His or mine?
ReplyDeleteHi Erica -- Butt measle's hehehe LOL you are so funny.When i connected the dot's i got a number 1.CONGRATS to you and Steve :-) for knowing each other for a year. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL :-) ALWAY'S remember that.Much Love and hug's from naughty girl Jade
ReplyDeleteIt has to be YOUR victory, of course. LOL I would suspect surface caps. They can do that, I think. Not to sure about that, though. Nice pic of them regardless of how they formed. (Probably from some kind of eerie phenom that just happened to exert itself. Muhahahaha!)
ReplyDeleteJade -- thanks! We're going to celebrate next week.
ReplyDeleteBobbie Jo -- surface caps?
I've heard of the Third eye, but that's ridiculous!
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John -- well, some jackass top once referred to my back door as "the big winking eye," so I figured i was apropos. :-)
ReplyDeleteThat was a nice post. I think when we hear nice things about ourselves, it touches us. I know it does me. Very nice and congrats on the anniversary.
ReplyDeleteI did not connect the dots but sorry to hear about the butt measles… :) I do love the eye. I wonder if they make a plug like that for real. Googling...
Natasha -- thanks! Hmmm, an eye-shaped plug. Now if it had a winking mechanism, THAT would be something. :-D
ReplyDeleteErica, of course I might have been lying when I said I looked like those three kosher actors. So to be honest, maybe my looks are closer to Jerry Lewis, the comedian. But don't tell anyone. XXX Luv ya.
ReplyDeleteSix -- Jerry Lewis was kinda cute when he was younger! And he's Jewish, too. :-)
ReplyDeleteYou still have a beautiful bottom, almost looks like you painted the dots on your bottom!
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Ron
Ron -- more like pained than painted. :-)
ReplyDeleteHaha, way to stare. That dot thing is interesting. You don't think it's a broken blood vessel issue that fades after the spanking?
ReplyDeleteLea -- I have no clue. Never seen anything quite like this on me before. But I guess it's harmless. They don't hurt, and they fade quickly. Weird, huh?
ReplyDeleteSurface caps: surface capillaries. They can do that, I think. I know they can break and cause a bit of blood. Happened to me once. Only a small drop. It still gave me the heebee geebees.
ReplyDeleteBobbie Jo -- ah, OK. I've had single dots well up before, usually in the same area. But not a cluster like this.
ReplyDeleteThis is OT, but in the quiet of this morning, before the usual hustle and bustle kicks in for another day, you came to mind. How has John been feeling? Can he still do things like ride his bike? Any update on his surgery date? Anyways, just wanted you to know I am thinking of you both, sending you positive energy and thoughts.
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Pam -- you're very sweet; thank you. John is hanging in there. I will probably post some sort of update about him soon, just to keep everyone in the loop. Yes, he still rides his bike on weekends, but not as intensely as he used to. No surgery date yet; there is much to be done before that. As is fairly typical these days, he's tired a lot, but hanging in there and feeling positive. I'm the one who frets and worries. (sigh)
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